Erin Beckett wasn't scared of most things. She loved roller coasters, and she was the designated bug killer at home—even with three older brothers. When the offense of the other team came speeding ... [+]
"Eh, I guess I just really love the sea," she muttered to herself, a lil embarrassed at how small and pointless it sounded. But it felt right. Somehow.
"Wanna buy one? They're for sale."
Startled, she turned. A child, no taller than her hip, stood just a few steps behind. The child clutched a bundle of balloons so bright they almost hummed against the gray sea behind them. Her eyes were wide and bright, hair whipping across her face.
She almost laughed. "Out here? To who?"
The child just shrugged. "You, maybe."
Something about her voice.... It made her pause. The woman stared for a moment longer. There was something oddly familiar in the tilt of her chin, the way her hair curled behind her ear, the faint dimple that appeared on her round cheek.
"Strange place to sell balloons," she said, forcing a smile.
The words hit harder than she expected. She looked away, toward the horizon. The sea breathed heavy and boundless. When she turned back, the child had already started walking. Toward the cliff.
"Ehh?--wait!" she called, heart skipping. The child didn't answer. Just kept walking, faster than expected, as if she knew exactly where she wanted to go.
There was no time to pull back.
The world tilted. Wind roared; fierce, playful, insistently moving. The balloons soared upward as the ground disappeared beneath them. And yet, at such a height, she didn't feel fear. Only... familiarity. The air wrapped around her like a blanket. Soft, warm, and real.
Then came the shift.
"Wait. Wasn't she just right beside..." she thought, but before she could move closer, the child looked up towards the whiteboard--and when she looked again, the child wasn't there anymore.
A voice echoed suddenly from the front of the room. "Keep up!"
Then the floor rippled under her feet. The walls started trembling, like something faster was coming. She blinked, and a train thundered past, its windows flickering with fragments of faces she half-remembered; echoes of who she had been. Each one standing taller, shining a little braver than the last, as if racing with herself, untethered from fear or judgment.
The train screeched to a halt beside them, and its doors slid open.
And she had. Last time, she would have watched the train pull away, her hands still in her pockets. And yet now, she was on it. The train doors closed, and as they did, the floor had become sand.
The child looked up. "Because you forgot how it felt to be all in."
The words struck her. Clear, undeniable. For a moment she just stood there, then a small laugh escaped her, light and startled, as if something in her had finally stirred awake.
The air roared. Shades of sapphire and ivory unfurled endlessly. And then... calmness. Solid ground beneath her.
When she opened her eyes, she found herself standing in a flower shop. The jasmine hung thick in the air, rich and familiar. She inhaled, and something clicked. The breeze--the one that felt so familiar, the one she thought was the sea--it was this, always. Her mother's flowers, grown to smell like salt and sun, like the ocean she had always loved.
The child was nowhere in sight. Just the quiet rustle of leaves and the soft hum of the shop. Her mother looked up from her work, smiling as usual.
"Hey hun, you doing alright? You've been dazed for... well, who knows how long. Anyway, could you help me replace these Obreeze orchids? The ones outside need some change."
She blinked, taking it all in; the scent, the sunlight, her mother's voice.
"Oh." she smiled sheepishly, "Sure."
Cradling the flowers, she walked outside. The ocean, the train, the cliff--all of it felt like an alternate reality. It seemed dreamlike yet real, stitched together by moments she hadn't even realized she had lived. And just then, a breeze touched her.
Somewhere far beyond the edges of the world, time moved in rhythms she could not name. Mountains wore their stone slowly. Oceans rose and fell with patience no one could measure. And she... she was here, breathing, noticing, letting the world carry her for a moment.