Light peeks through the stain glass window in front of our small crawl-space attic, creating rainbows on the walls in our living room. I stand at the front door overlooking the sunlit street that ... [+]
Why is falling asleep so hard when I'm already
so exhausted and I wish my bed weren't so
uncomfortable and the fan is too loud and
my blankets are too hot and
Just
breathe
It's no big deal the homework won't take me
that long if I just work on it but when is it
actually due because the professor said
Wednesday but the syllabus said
Just
Breath
Do I have enough money for groceries this
week and what if I don't get paid on the right day and
I end up eating nothing but rice which is so bland and
I always overcook it because
Just
Breath
He probably doesn't like me anyways because
I'm such a spaz I should've been more chill when
he mentioned a second date I'm so stupid why can't
I just play it cool when someone
Just
Breath
It's okay
None of that matters right now
Right now I just need to sleep
Why is falling asleep so hard...
so exhausted and I wish my bed weren't so
uncomfortable and the fan is too loud and
my blankets are too hot and
Just
breathe
It's no big deal the homework won't take me
that long if I just work on it but when is it
actually due because the professor said
Wednesday but the syllabus said
Just
Breath
Do I have enough money for groceries this
week and what if I don't get paid on the right day and
I end up eating nothing but rice which is so bland and
I always overcook it because
Just
Breath
He probably doesn't like me anyways because
I'm such a spaz I should've been more chill when
he mentioned a second date I'm so stupid why can't
I just play it cool when someone
Just
Breath
It's okay
None of that matters right now
Right now I just need to sleep
Why is falling asleep so hard...