I look out the car window
across night fields
squinting; I can see
lives I never lived
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I had never been in Kerry
but that evening I found myself
in a pub in Tralee
the smallest of talk had sent me scurrying
to a cubicle in the pub toilet
and I sat there
killing time
people came and went
while I read graffiti
in a stench
thick as soup
eventually, I steeled myself
opened the cubicle door
walked to the sink to wash my hands
when in he walked—
John B. Keane
eyes hooded, nose long, shoulders sloped
older, but the same
he stood beside me at the sink
winked at me in the mirror
reached into his suit jacket
pulled out a toothbrush
and a tube of toothpaste
started to talk in his heavy accent
a dozen words a second
brushing his teeth all the while
toothpaste foaming on his lips
I told him that I had read "Sive"
and, with his eyebrows high
he spat into the sink
and asked if I had liked it
I paused
too long
much too long
his laughter shook the cubicles
the palm of his hand landed hard on my back
and as I watched the toilet door
slowly close behind him
he was laughing still